Chapter 13
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—everything.
Not metaphorically. Not like some System vision quest where you see your stats laid out in glowing text. I saw the actual architecture of reality, the code underneath the code, the framework that held the world together like rebar in concrete, and it was wrong, it was all wrong, because someone had built it that way, someone had decided that human beings needed to be measured and quantified and sorted into neat little boxes with numbers attached, and my father's device wasn't breaking us out of the System—it was showing us the bars of the cage we'd been living in our entire lives.
Then the vision collapsed, and I was on my knees, and Kess was screaming my name.
The device in the center of the warehouse had split open like a flower, petals of metal and light spreading outward, and the tactical team that had poured through the doors was frozen mid-step, their bodies locked in place like someone had hit pause on a video. Thorne stood at the edge of the effect, one foot inside the radius and one foot out, his expression no longer calm but something else, something that might have been fear if he'd been the kind of person who allowed himself to feel it.
"Fascinating," he said, and his voice sounded like it was coming from underwater. "Marcus, you actually did it. You actually built a localized System disruption field. We had theorized it was possible, but the power requirements alone should have—"
"Shut up," my father said. He was at the control panel, both hands moving across switches and dials with the kind of practiced efficiency that came from doing something a thousand times. "Remy, get up. We have maybe thirty seconds before the field collapses and they can move again."
I tried to stand. My legs didn't cooperate. The vision had done something to me, rewired something fundamental, and my body felt like it belonged to someone else. "What did I just see?"
"The truth." My father didn't look at me. "The thing they don't want anyone to see. The thing I've spent seven years making sure you could survive seeing. Now get up."
Kess grabbed my arm, hauled me to my feet with strength that shouldn't have been possible for someone her size, and I realized she was using a Skill, something that boosted her physical capabilities, something that was part of the System my father had just shown me was a lie. "Remy, I don't know what's happening, but I'm pretty sure standing around having an existential crisis is, like, super not the move right now, so maybe we could process the whole 'reality is fake' thing later when there aren't ten guys with guns trying to kill us?"
She was right. She was absolutely right. But my brain wouldn't stop replaying what I'd seen, the framework underneath everything, the way the System wasn't some natural evolution of humanity but something imposed, something built, something that had been done to us rather than for us.
"Who built it?" I asked my father. "Who made the System?"
"Later." He flipped another switch. The device's hum changed pitch, went from a scream to a whine. "Right now we need to—"
Thorne moved.
He shouldn't have been able to. He was inside the field's radius, frozen like the rest of his team, but he moved anyway, one slow step and then another, like he was walking through molasses. His face twisted with effort, veins standing out on his forehead, and I understood that whatever the field was doing to disrupt the System, he was fighting through it with pure willpower and probably a dozen high-level Skills that were burning themselves out trying to keep him functional.
"Impressive," my father said, and there was something in his voice that might have been respect. "Most people can't move at all inside the field. You must have some very expensive augmentations."
"We have invested considerably in our personnel." Thorne took another step. His hand was moving toward his belt, toward something that looked like a weapon but probably wasn't, because people like Thorne didn't carry simple guns. "We have also invested considerably in understanding your work, Marcus, which means we know that device has a maximum operational time of forty-five seconds before it overloads and explodes, taking everyone in a fifty-meter radius with it."
My father smiled. It wasn't a nice smile. "Forty-seven seconds, actually. I made some improvements."
"Dad," I said. "Tell me you have a plan that doesn't involve us exploding."
"I have a plan." He pulled a small device from his pocket, something that looked like a remote control. "It's not a good plan. But it's the plan we have."
Kess was looking between my father and Thorne, her eyes wide, and I could see her doing the math, calculating distances and blast radiuses and survival probabilities. "Okay, so, not to be that person, but I'm totally going to be that person—what exactly is the plan?"
"The field collapses in twenty seconds," my father said. "When it does, Thorne and his team will be able to move again. They'll kill me, take Remy, and spend the next decade dissecting him to figure out why he survived exposure to the field when most people's brains just shut down from the cognitive dissonance."
"That's not a plan," I said. "That's a summary of how we die."
"I wasn't finished." My father pressed a button on the remote. The floor beneath us shuddered, and I heard something mechanical engaging, gears turning, systems activating. "This warehouse has a secondary basement level. It's shielded, reinforced, and has enough supplies to last three people about two weeks. It also has a tunnel that leads to the old subway system, which means you can get out of the city without Thorne's people tracking you."
The floor was opening. A section of concrete sliding away to reveal a ladder descending into darkness.
"You said three people," Kess said quietly.
My father didn't answer. He was watching Thorne, who had taken another step, who was now close enough that I could see the blood on his torn suit wasn't his own, who was reaching for whatever weapon he carried with fingers that moved like they were fighting through quicksand.
"Dad," I said. "You're coming with us."
"No." He said it simply, like he was stating a fact, like there was no argument to be had. "Someone needs to stay here and make sure the device completes its cycle. If it's interrupted before the field collapses naturally, the feedback will fry every System interface in a three-block radius, which includes both of your neural implants, which means you'll both be vegetables."
"Then we wait," I said. "We wait for it to finish and we all go."
"Remy." He looked at me then, really looked at me, and his eyes were the same color as mine, the same shape, the same eyes I'd seen in the mirror every day for seven years while wondering if I'd inherited anything else from him besides the ability to fix broken things. "The field collapses in fifteen seconds. Thorne will be mobile in sixteen. I can buy you maybe two minutes if I stay. That's not enough time for all of us to get down the ladder and seal the entrance. But it's enough time for two."
"Good enough gets you killed," I said, and I was surprised by how steady my voice was, how calm I sounded when everything inside me was screaming. "You taught me that. You don't take the easy solution, you don't cut corners, you do it right or you don't do it at all."
"I also taught you that sometimes the mission matters more than the person." He pressed the remote into my hand, closed my fingers around it. "Red button seals the entrance. Don't press it until you're both down. Don't come back up. Don't try to save me. Just run, and keep running, and maybe, if you're smart and lucky and careful, you'll live long enough to finish what I started."
Kess grabbed my other hand. Her palm was sweating. "Remy, we need to go. Now."
I didn't move. Couldn't move. Because this was the moment, this was the choice, this was the thing that would define everything that came after, and I'd spent seven years hating my father for leaving and now he was leaving again, except this time I could see it happening, this time I could stop it, this time I could—
"Ten seconds," my father said.
Thorne had his weapon out. It looked like a pistol but the barrel was too wide, the design too strange, and I knew without being told that it was something System-enhanced, something that would punch through my father's makeshift armor like it was paper.
"Remy," Kess said, and there was something in her voice I'd never heard before, something raw and desperate. "Please."
My father pushed me toward the opening. Not hard. Just enough. "I'm sorry I wasn't there," he said. "I'm sorry I left. I'm sorry for all of it. But I'm not sorry for this. This is the one thing I got right."
I went down the ladder because Kess was pulling me, because my body was moving on autopilot, because some part of my brain had accepted what the rest of me refused to acknowledge. The metal rungs were cold under my hands, cold and solid and real, and I could hear my father above us, could hear him saying something to Thorne, could hear the device's whine reaching a crescendo.
"Five seconds," my father called down.
We were halfway down the ladder. Twenty feet to go. Maybe more. The shaft was dark and I couldn't see the bottom and my hands were shaking so badly I almost lost my grip.
"Remy," Kess said from below me. "The button. You need to press the button."
I looked up. Saw my father silhouetted against the warehouse lights, saw him standing between us and Thorne, saw him raise his hands like he was surrendering except I knew he wasn't, knew he was doing something else, something final.
"Two seconds," he said, and he was smiling, actually smiling. "Make it count, kid."
The field collapsed.
Thorne's team unfroze all at once, their bodies jerking back into motion, weapons coming up, and Thorne himself moved faster than should have been possible, his strange pistol tracking toward my father's center mass.
I pressed the red button.
The entrance above us slammed shut, concrete and steel sealing us in darkness, and the last thing I heard before the sound cut off completely was a gunshot, and then another, and then the device's whine reaching a pitch that made my teeth ache, and then—
Nothing.
Silence.
Kess and I hung on the ladder in the dark, not moving, not speaking, and I realized I was counting seconds in my head, counting the time it would take for the device to overload, counting the time my father had bought us with his life.
"Remy," Kess whispered. "We need to keep moving."
I didn't answer. Couldn't answer. Because my father was dead, really dead this time, not fake dead, not hiding dead, but actually gone, and I'd left him there, I'd pressed the button and sealed him in with Thorne and the device and I'd chosen to live instead of staying and I didn't know if that made me smart or a coward or both.
"Remy," Kess said again, and her voice was shaking now. "Please. We need to—"
The ladder shuddered.
Not from us. From above. From something hitting the sealed entrance with enough force to make the entire shaft vibrate, metal groaning, concrete cracking, and I understood that Thorne's people were trying to break through, were trying to get to us, were trying to finish what they'd started.
"Down," I said. "Go down. Fast."
We climbed. My hands found rungs in the darkness, muscle memory taking over, and I counted them as we descended, twenty rungs, thirty, forty, and the impacts above us were getting louder, more frequent, and I knew we had maybe a minute before they broke through, maybe less.
Kess reached the bottom first. I heard her feet hit solid ground, heard her gasp, and then she was saying something but I couldn't make out the words because there was another sound now, a sound that was coming from above and below simultaneously, a sound that made my bones vibrate and my teeth ache and my vision blur even though we were in complete darkness.
I dropped the last few feet, landed hard, and Kess caught me before I fell. "Remy, look, you need to see this, you need to—"
Light bloomed around us.
Not electric light. Not System interface light. Something else. Something that came from the walls themselves, from symbols carved into the concrete, symbols that looked like the framework I'd seen when my father's device had shown me the truth about the System, symbols that were glowing with a soft blue radiance that illuminated a space that shouldn't exist.
We were standing in a chamber. Circular. Maybe fifty feet across. The walls were covered in those glowing symbols, thousands of them, arranged in patterns that hurt to look at directly, patterns that suggested meaning just beyond comprehension. In the center of the chamber was a pedestal, and on the pedestal was something that looked like a smaller version of my father's device, except this one was intact, pristine, and very clearly much, much older.
"What is this place?" Kess breathed.
I didn't answer. Couldn't answer. Because I was staring at the walls, at the symbols, at the way they seemed to shift and change when I wasn't looking directly at them, and I was remembering what my father had said about the System being a cage, about someone building it, about seven years of work to create a device that could break people out.
He hadn't invented anything.
He'd found something. Something that had been here all along, buried under the city, hidden in the dark, waiting for someone to discover it.
The impacts above us stopped.
The silence was worse than the noise had been.
Kess moved toward the pedestal, her hand reaching out, and I wanted to tell her to stop, wanted to tell her not to touch anything, wanted to tell her that my father had died to give us time to run and we were wasting it by standing here staring at ancient technology we didn't understand.
But I didn't say anything.
Because the symbols on the walls were starting to glow brighter, and the device on the pedestal was humming, and I could feel something in the air, something that tasted like ozone and felt like static electricity, something that was building toward a threshold I couldn't name.
"Remy," Kess said, and her voice was very small. "I think I know what this is."
"What?"
She turned to look at me, and her eyes were reflecting the blue light, and her expression was something between wonder and terror. "I think this is where the System came from, I think this is the source, I think—"
The ceiling exploded inward.
Thorne dropped through the opening, his suit torn and bloody, his face a mask of controlled fury, and behind him I could see his tactical team rappelling down, could see their weapons tracking toward us, could see that we had nowhere to run and no time to hide.
"Step away from the pedestal," Thorne said, and his voice was perfectly calm despite the blood running down his face, despite the fact that he'd just survived an explosion that should have killed him. "Step away, and we can discuss this like reasonable people."
My hand was in my pocket. My fingers found the small device my father had given me, the one that looked like a remote control, the one with the red button I'd already pressed.
Except there were other buttons.
Three of them.
Unlabeled.
"Remy," Kess whispered. "Don't."
I looked at Thorne. Looked at his team. Looked at the weapons pointed at us. Looked at the ancient device on the pedestal, the device that my father had somehow found and studied and used as a template for his own work, the device that might be the key to understanding everything about the System and how it worked and who had built it and why.
"Here's the thing," I said, and my voice was steady, was calm, was exactly like my father's had been when he'd told Thorne he didn't care about his problems. "I don't think we're going to discuss anything."
I pressed the second button.
The device on the pedestal screamed to life, and the symbols on the walls blazed with light so bright I had to close my eyes, and I felt Kess grab my arm, felt her pulling me toward something, felt the air itself beginning to tear apart around us, and the last thing I heard before reality folded in on itself was Thorne shouting something that might have been a warning or a threat or a plea, and then—